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Time:	2:11 pm.
Mood:	awake.

wow i havent posted in a while...

nothing much new... me & the baby are doing great :) I go today for my prenatal check up... get to hear her heartbeat ..hehe... i love going to these appointments just for that reason :) she will be here soon..... i'm in love with her already and cant wait to hold her... this is still very unreal to me, like it has to take her to kick for me to realize i'm pregnant.. thats how weird it is still to me, because me and my baby's father couldn't get pregnant for 3 years.. so i never thought it would happen.. and thats why its like a dream to me.... i know once she is actually here its still going to seem like a dream... its just one of those things i have wanted for SO long, so it is the best gift i have ever gotten in my whole life.

anyways, let me go get ready for my appointment..

xoxo

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Time:	10:06 am.
Mood:	thankful.

the easter bunny came for me and alexia!! :) he brought me a whole huge thing of jelly bellies (my fave!) and he brought alexia the cutest pink bib, and 2 tops and a hand print tin, so i can get her hand print and have it forever :) awwwwies.. thanks easter bunny aka..aunt laura. ;)

so, yesterday was a hectic but fun day :) the whole family came over for easter and as usual.. it was a good time besides the fact that my cousin got into a blow out with her man...(and then they made up 5 mins later) isnt that how it always happens in relationships?? lol... we had my grandma's famous lasangna and it was PERFECT! she is my all time fave cook and that was the first time she cooked for the family in a long time.. everyone loved it... we also had lamb which my aunt made and that was so good too... i ate like a pig yesterday butttt i'm allowed! hahaha.

today I have a prenatal checkup appt..(can't wait to hear her heartbeat again!) teehee... hmmmm what else, what else.... we got the baby shower invitations the other day, I am so excited about that... a whole day dedicated to my baby :) it couldn't get any better than that... i am doing it different then the traditional baby shower... it's actually going to be like a family get together/ baby shower, since i am having the shower on memorial day weekend...so all the family is invited and then some friends who I hope will come like my best friend of like 5 years (marita)... that would be nice.

anyways, i think that is it for now.. :)

xoxo

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Subject:	awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
Time:	5:45 am.
Mood:	excited.
Music:	Jeff Carson- "Daddy's Little Girl".

ok seriously, I am dyingggggggggg! look how cute that dress it!!! right when I saw it I knew I had to put my little boo in it! hehe... it's still so unreal to me that I am going to have a precious little girl with me in 3 months, I can't wait for her to get here... I just wish time would go faster!!!! .. I still can't believe I am almost 6 months pregnant already, I remember the day I found out like it was yesterday.... time really does fly. anyways, nothing else is really new.. my aunt is having a baby shower for me the end of may, so I am excited for that... and this sunday (for easter) we are having a family get together..(i love those!) our family always has the most fun... it's great... we are crazy :] ummmmz... what else... I have a prenatal check up this monday, so I get to hear my boo's heartbeat again! yay, I love that!! NOTHING compares to the sonogram, but the listening to the heartbeat is pretty damn amazing too . anyways, I guess that's it for now... I don't update often cause nothing much changes from day to day.. it's more like month to month ;] laterzzzzz, xo.

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Subject:	my daughter's name isssssss............
Time:	12:05 pm.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	Love me when I'm gone.

Alexia Jean Caroline : ) awwwwww!!!! most people are going to call her Lexi for short... and so most of you know the reason we are giving her 2 middle names, it's because we couldnt agree on 1 and because we are naming our daughter after 2 women we adore most... Jean is my Grandmother who I adore more than anything... and Caroline is Alex's Grandma and he was so close to her and loved/loves her so much ..may she rest in peace.

anyways, I am so tired... I lost a lot of sleep this past week... I went out a lot and I handled it better than I thought... there were some points I thought I was just going to pass out and thats when I would sit down somewhere and just chill.. lol but i dont reccomend any preggo girls staying out till 4 am.. especially when you can't drink!!!!!! haha, I felt so left out I was the only one not drinking.. but it's for a good reason so I really didnt care :) I had fun regardless... I love vacations :) although my whole life is like one big vacation, lol... but once Alexia arrives, thats all going to change...so I'm not getting so used to this easy life shit.. haha.

ok well, today is my little cousins B-day, she turns 3.. (she is the cutest!) so I'm going to go help clean and set up for her party.. I will keep you all updated with everything :)

xoxo <333

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Subject:	i love her!
Time:	10:01 am.
Mood:	happy.

can I tell you how amazing it was seeing her moving around inside me! the sonogram was unreal!! I saw her scratch her head it was the cutest thing! she is pretty stubborn (she takes after daddy) hehe.. everytime the doc wanted a full profile shot she would bury her head under, lol... I can't wait to meet her on July 31st...or sooner (hopefully) I thank god for her. I was praying for a healthy little girl and he answered my prayers... :)

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Subject:	nervoussssss
Time:	9:20 am.
Mood:	excited.
Music:	Love - Ashlee Simpson.

tomorrow I go for the level 2 sonogram.. I am so excited and nervous at the same time, because I really want to know what I am having.. and a lot of the time they can't tell you... and I can only get ONE level 2 sono... so i'm very nervous =/ I know in the end all's that matters is having a healthy baby and of course thats all i really care about, but I reallllyyyy want to know if it's a boy or girl. :) anyways, my tummy has gotten SO BIG! it's so amazing... sometimes I look at it and I'm like, ew... but then I'm like.. theres a baby in there!!!! and it just makes me smile :)

anyways, it's crappy out today so not sure if i'm doing anything, i will probably just relax all day and get ready for the big day tomorrow ! eee :)

xoxo

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Subject:	Growing...
Time:	10:00 am.

ok well.. each day I wake up I seem to be growing more and more.. it's scary but at the same time it's amazing knowing I have a life growing inside of me.. I can't wait to start feeling the baby kick and move around.. I will probably cry! Tomorrow I go to see the nutritionist and then my big sonogram is on the 13th of march, can't waitttttttt. so the month of march is going to be pretty busy for me.. I have a few doctors appointments and we have a family get together for Jilly's Bday... so march is going to be busy and fun :) Thank god cause time goes faster when your busy and I want time to go fast so my baby can be here already!!! I wantttt my baby now! lol.

anyways, there is nothing else really new.. me and my baby's father are pretty set on names for the baby.. the girl name was the one we had a hard time with.. but i think we finally came to a desicion and the name will be Lexie Jean... Jean is my grandmothers name :) so I thought having her name as the middle name would be cute... and Lexie is so cute and isn't very common and thats what we were going for.. uncommon names.. of course if it's a boy Alexander is pretty common, but we both want a Jr... and I have always loved the name Alex anyway.. so it works out great :)

ummm what elseeee... I don't think there is anything else new with me, I will let you all know the deal with the doctors tomorrow and of course I will let you know the deal on the 13th! PRAYYYYYY they can tell what the baby is.. I really want to know :)

xo

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Subject:	got my hair did
Time:	9:36 am.
Mood:	giggly.

so I got my hair done && it looks dope :) not to sound conceited or anything, lol. My Aunt can't stop telling me how awesome it looks && everyone that has seen it so far has said it looks so good.. I got it cut shoulder length && I got side swiped bangs.. a few long layers also. I have never had it like this but I can honestly say I love it.. you can compare me to Kelly Rippa.. kinda the same hair going on.

anyways..I'm going back home today, and then coming back here tomorrow for my cousins birthday.. my aunt is having an italian feast for her get together, I can't wait... I need me some good italian cookin'. Anyways let me go my uncle just got here with bagels. hollaa <33333

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Time:

7:29 pm.

so my doc's appt today was awesome, I got to hear the baby's heartbeat! (kill me it was so cute!!!) I find out the sex my next visit which is March 15th. :) I am praying the baby isn't shy!! i really want to know what it is before I give birth.. but I know damn well my kid isn't shy :) hehe.. we shall see.... I spent the day at auntie lauras house, it was nice as usual.. she made an amazing dinner :)

Anyways, I am so tired tonight... i think i will watch american idol and go to bed early.. :) sounds like a plannnnnnnnnnnnn.

C-ya

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Subject:	finally!
Time:	10:47 am.
Mood:	happy.

I am so happy right now that my sister (danielle) finally forgave Alex for the things he said about her a while back.. I guess I just want all my family to get along with him considering there is a baby involved now and no matter what we will be in eachothers lives forever now... I hate when people hold grudges.. I have never been the type to, you only live once.. why hate someone forever for a mistake they made.. especially if they are legit about being sorry about what they did.

anyways I am SO tired today, I barely got any sleep last night.. I would say all together I got like 4 hours =/ it really sucks... looks like I'm going to bed early tonight..

wed. I have a checkup with my Doc.. excited to see whats been going on the past month and hopefully I get another sonogram... cant wait :)

ok, well I'm off.. going over auntie laura's today..

C-yaa.

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Subject:	home
Time:	11:01 pm.
Mood:	exhausted.

well I am finally home.. I am so tired, I just want to pass out! I had the best time in FL and I will def. see it again soon.. if not moving then visiting for sure.. but the next time i'm there i'm sure it will be for good. :) nothing else really new happened except we almost missed our flight.. and i was praying we would! haha.. i'm fuuuuny. all's i know is.. it's like 20 degrees here! BLAH I hate itttttttttttttttttt. take me back to the sunshineeeeee, hehe.

anyways, i am so tired from all the traveling I seriously need to go to beddd..

xoxo

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Subject:	Getting ready to go back to NY..
Time:	4:05 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	"be without you" Mary J blige.

well it's been fun fun fun, but unfortunately it's time for me to go back to NY.. (lol) no offense to my NY peeps.. I never thought I would actually miss FL.. but it is fine because I am planning on moving back here soon.. hopefully before the baby is born but I don't like to plan shit anymore, I figure whatever is meant to happen will happen.. so patience is real important when it comes to shit like this... :) I know what's meant to be in my heart.. but now fate just needs to take it's course.

anyways, last night was nice.. me and my mom got a room at the Stirling Suites right off Stirling rd...the place is fucking NICE!! shame we were only there for one night.. my mom wound up going to my uncle sonny's house last night for dinner with all the family, but I didn't really feel up to going, plus I had better plans ;) teehee. today me and danielle went out to lunch, it was good.. we were so starving when we got there so we ate like pigs :) I have been having sucha appitite lately it's scary! thank god I love health food, or else this pregnancy would turn me into a whale! heh

anyway..I had such an amazing time, at first I didn't think I was going to get to see anyone I wanted to see.. but I wound up seeing everyone which was really nice, because even though I plan on moving back, I don't know exactly when that will be.. so it's good I got to see everyone... :)

anyways I'm outtttt.

c-ya!

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Subject:	supppppp???
Time:	12:30 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Sade "by your side".

ok this is the FIRST time I have been able to get online since I have been in FL.. lol I am going through withdrawls!!! lol.. so far this trip has been amazing! but it's been crazy at the same time.. the first night i got here (sat) i got a hotel room (sucha fun and amazing night) but i cant go into details right now lol..& my mom wound up staying with Elle Sat night... then the next night i stayed with danielle at her friend ashleys house..(ashley is so cute!!) and she is so sweet for letting me and my mom stay there for a few nights!.. now me and my mom are at this really nice hotel for the next few days.. I have seen ALL of my family including my daddy!! he came into town yesterday and I love him! he might be moving back down here and I told him if he needs a roommate for a while to hit me up :) because I am moving back down here when the time is right... of course right now isn't the time.. but sometime in the near future I will def. be back. <3 Kylie is the SMARTEST and most gorgeous kid ever... (that's how my kid will be) hehe. she is amazing. anyways, let me get off of here.. I probably wont be online the rest of the time I am here but I just wanted to write a little something while I was here.. :) I will write more when I get home.

xoxo

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Subject:	blah
Time:	1:51 pm.
Mood:	tired.

so I got pretty heated yesterday, but I won't go into detail.. my sister (jackie) made me very upset.. and it sucks when family members do shit like that because they are the last people you expect to hurt you in any kind of way.. I didn't think I was over reacting when I deleted her and all her friends off of my myspace friends list.. I figure, I have people on there who are my true friends and none of her friends are really MY friends... I have met them all once, whoopdie doo... maybe I should'nt have deleted Jackie and I'm sure I will add her again soon, but I was just so mad at her for ignoring me and acting like I didn't exsist as soon as she got to FL. I know I have always been there for her.. I remember when she had nothing to eat, me and Alex sent her western union to get food.. I care about her and will always be there for her no matter what, but sometimes I wonder if same goes for her, because right now I would say.. it doesnt. She's a good kid and I wish nothing but the best for her..

anyways, I am SO tired.. was up mad early again.. I think I will take a nap :)

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Time:	8:30 pm.
Mood:	loved.

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